In the name of art?
So the last two entries I wrote last night in a notebook instead of sleeping. Tonight I enter them on the computer instead of sleeping. Blah. Time to go to bed. My roomate just came home/downstairs… Hope she doesn’t think I’m leaving because of her.
Ah, c’est la vie the other says I need to relax.
So… Crossroads… A friend I’ve never charged for doing her website has offered to pay me but never mentioned what she had in mind. It’s a friend, and I never considered charging her before. But I have been running the site for a few years now for nothing.
How much do you do for free for your friends? More importantly… Could I actually take money from my friend for something I’ve never considered charging for?
I’ve skirted and avoided the issue for now. (much like I tend to do elswhere in my life lately)
What to do… What to do… Perhaps I need to explain the situation in more depth sometime so my dilema makes more sense.
Yet here we are… On a blog site… Trying out that “blog” thing. Groovy.
But this is a weird time to enter… My world, at least. After just coming out of a seven-year relationship last December… Switching jobs three times in as many months (a long story)… Moving on a shoestring for time, location and cash flow… Discovering a new faith that actually fits… Being at total crossroads with my personal, artistic and professional life on all levels.
Maybe that might make this whole thing interesting… I dunno. There’s so many unknown variables right now. Welcome to the void I am coming from. Welcome to the dark side of life, love and faith… Something I used to describe my music but seems fitting to my whole life right now.